2026-04-04. renaissance. New Site, making some adjustments to who i am as a person. i hope the people i love feel lucky.
2026-04-05. continuation. Easter, reborn, change. what is change if you go back to old habits?
2026-04-07. perplexity. Feelings? Im happy and scared, waiting for somebody to SEE me. life.
2026-04-12. automisia. How. How should i keep going, knowing that in the end im the idiot and the loser. can someone just SAY SOMETHING. NOBODY TEXTS ME.
2026-05-31. lypophrenia. uneasy, Im back on this log even if nobody reads it. im not having a good day. I know why but i cant make it rational. im just a dummy.